So here goes...

I don't get depressed about being out of college too often. I am enjoying this new stage of life and I am loving the new and exciting things I know can't be too far away!! The only thing that really hurts is losing friends. I try to keep in touch with certain people, and sometimes they don't even respond back. I hate to be this way, but that really hurts. I guess this is part of growing up and moving on, but I don't like it. To pretend that you never even knew someone that you once told some of your biggest secrets to. I suppose I have a tendence to overthink things, and I think that for some reason I am "flawed" and someone gor tired of me. AND it is my fault. I don't know why I automatically go to that thought, and I am sure it is not healthy. Am I the only person that feels this way??